simplicity in its most difficult and complex form//.

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

agian?

tears roll down my face
i remember you
i remember.
how we would stay up all hours of the night
how ild wait for you to rapp on my door
how i would call you on your way to school
how i would call you when i got home
how i would tie up the phone for you
i miss those days
tears fall down my face knowing the girl "you didn't like"
is now with you
and here i am
i have a new one now
better than you ever were
but he has a best friend
he hangs out with her too
im scared she'll fall for you
though im sure she does already
you will probably leave me for her someday
just like him
you didnt even say i love you before you hung up
of cource
i can't handle the worry agian
i want to trust you.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

sex

a calming sensation to hear your voice
to feel you touch exhale rejoice
tender soothing still and warm
im falling into your open arms
to feel your embrace
against my skin
a perfection in time
to steal a moment is no crime
relax your body
let me hold you from behind
fall gently against me
fall sleepy, feel calm
im always here no need to alarm
a soft kiss
against your neck
tingles sent down your entire body
let me whisper in your ear
breathe deep
only to hear me
a solid figure appears
against me
now pinned to the floor
a repetitive thing
just like before
so much tension i want to take away
to pleaseand to pleasure
i will show you now
just wait and see
ill be gentle
ill set you free
screaming and shaking and moaning some more
feel our bodies on the floor
pinned me down to unleash me
now its time to set you free

awake

a subconscious statepart asleep but part awake
you come in but i dont hear
a soft and gentle, tired, clear
unsure of what i see is real
are you here, is it you i feel
arms around me
warm and tight
an amazing darkness, light
i get closer to feel you near
it feels so real
are you here?
my heart stops
to a quiet room
a possibility of perfection
or certain doom
who is lying with me in my bed
is it you kissing my head?
i turn my head to see my shooting star
your really here
so near
not far
a smile breaks through
my joyful face
a perfect moment
in your embrace

the moment

there had to be something abut that night
some kind of passion in your eyes
in that moment all was right
there had to be something about that nigh
ti can see forever in your eyes
something about you made things alright
i was in a trance from your eyes so blue
it was the moment i fell in love with you
there had to be something about that day
some kind of spell, you had to sayin that moment all was okay
there had to be something about that day
i could see perfection in your smile
something about it made me stay a while
i was stunned by your words too
it was the moment i fell in love with you

second chance

i give you my heart
please dont squeeze it
i can tell
gently keep it in your palm
so it may rest quiet and calm
you may choose to give it back
if you do i will lack
a holder for my broken heart
it wont mend
just fall apart
ill keep mine in my hand
its only solid protection land
trying to find someone to hold it for me
someone to embrace it tenderly
if you do keep it my promise is true
i will always be in love with you

cure/medication

when i look in the sky
i find the answers to why
why i have you and your touch
why i love you oh so much
why i have you here for me
how youve made me so happy
i love you babe i swear its true
and you are my cure to feeling blue

last chance

his touch is a power so strong
his smile makes my heart beat
i have waited for him for so long
and what we have will always defeat
when he kisses me i always smile
he always knows what to say
ild walk to see him by the mile
ill never give this love away
when you hold me i feel at home
when im with you i never want to go
when im with you im not alone
i hope this love wil grow and grow
when im with you the clouds dance
i swear you are my one last chance